All my ramblings

A peep show into my heart $1 entry please
Living in the shadow of what I should beFor I am not truly the man you seeBright, cheerful and happy I might appearYet full of doubt, terror, despair and fearHurt too many times beforeBut still running towards getting hurt some moreWill my life ever becomeThe thing to which I longLove and being...
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To you
One smile of you is magicIt opens my heart and brings out a smileOne word by you is fantasticIt makes living worth wile Always in my heartThat way you are always hereEven when miles apart‘Cause of you I’ll never fear The one that brings me joyMakes my eyes glistenGiddy as a schoolboyTo...
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From gloom to joy
A stranger looks down on meA vague look in his eyes is what I seeHe looks familiar but can’t placeThe man that belongs to this face I close my eyes the reflection is goneThinking where have I gone wrongWhat happened to the man I used to knowOr was he just a show...
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Finding my way
Some time ago I looked at youYou gave my security, took away my doubtsMade me feel safe about being meNow my vision is cloudy and unsureWhat once was seems less there anymoreThings changed when they shouldn’t haveAll the denial in the world won’t fix them Tied up with myselfNot knowing what to...
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Walking over cloudsFalling into the abyssSeeing through tearsFeeling what I missLife will always be unfairBut it’s bearable with love and tender careTwo fragile items taken for granted by too manySadly not knowing what they are worth till you don’t have anyLove and friendship is like a glass sphereBeautiful, perfectly shaped and clearBut...
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Emotion and reason
Glistening in the lightA knife lays on the table edgeDripping slowly from the tipAre all the things I wanted to sayCollecting together in a puddleNo words were spokenThe picture tells a tale A tale with a sad endA tale without trustTwisted mindTorn soulSliced veinsThis all filled my mindEmotions over reason Emotions can...
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Scarlet (the colour of friendship)
One word is all I needOne word by you and I’m sat straightThere in time of needThere always for meKnowing me better than anyone elseKnowing me better then I know myselfValuing your opinion above allKnowing you’ll catch me when I fallFor already more than two yearsTaking away most of my fearsThere when...
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A mark that is only a fraction
Counting the hoursAwaiting the secondThat another mark is setTurning a fraction olderBut counting a yearCelebrating a year well closedHoping for another just the sameRaising a glass with friendsToasting on what i might beSharing the day with loved onesEnding a year with laughterStarting the new hungoverSetting step in my 27th year on earthCheering...
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Almost a mirror
The reflection is strikingIt’s as if a mirror has been put in frontYet no glass is there to hold us apartThe image I see is too my likingOur likeness is a bondA great something at its startOur personalities so the sameSometimes being a scareEven though this wile sound really corny and lameI’ll...
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The Show of life
A single word from your lipsMakes me smileA single caress from your finger tipsMakes all worth wileLove is like MagicIn the end you still can’t be sureIs it real?Is it just a trick?But in the end does that really matter?Is it not the show that counts?The entertainment it brings? What ever makes...
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